There is something amazing about you that I just can't figure out. I don't know why I am so into you. I cannot have you. You don't want me. You're also going to Washington next semester to do an internship. There's really no point to me wanting you. Yet, I find myself getting giddy every time I see you; and when you say hi to me, I just get so excited. It makes me so happy. I can't help it. There's nothing I can do to make it stop. And I need to. It's not healthy for me to want yet another guy I can't have. I know for me it's always been about chasing and wanting, but shouldn't it be more about having? Wouldn't that make more sense?
Nothing I do ever makes sense.
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